PMR Results:A Miracle To Remember

The night before pmr results day was a very sleepless night.The holidays have taken a toll on my brain,it has like stop functioning and I have forgotten almost everything that I have pump into my brain before pmr.I never had so much fun before compare to the after pmr holidays,it was really extremely fun but at the same time brain-washing.The fun had "wash away" the equations,facts and many more stuff that I studied before.Now I can`t barely do a algebra equation.sighz..T.T

But still,the night before pmr results,i prayed that God will do his will and I wil leave it all to him and then I try to sleep and at last I slept with ease.The next morning,I woke up early,and strangely early.In the holidays,I never wake up early,I will enjoy my sleep to the max..xD.The first things I did was wash up la and bla bla bla.Then I open teh door for my cats...hehe.So faithful are they,everyday wait for me to open the door want..>.<.Then I just waited for my parents and cousins family to wake up.

The morning,everyone is awake.Clock shows 9:15.As I waited for the time to past,my heart beat faster and faster.Well I try to cool myself to relax by lstening to music on my Ipod,it work a little.My mom told me to relax and we were on our way.My cousin brother and my brother followed me to the school.As we park outside the school,I was kinda nervous and a little happy tho.I saw most of my friends all come back to get their results and some of them i think disappear after pmr...poof!!!..they are gone..never seen again..hahaha.But now poof!!..they are back again..hmm..kinda queer eh..xP

When I enter the school hall,the place of getting the results,I saw that a lot of students already arrive and are getting thier results.I told my Mom and cousins bros to stay put and I will go and get my results.I also talk with some friends while waiting 4 my turn to get.As my class teacher was pulling out my results paper and hand it to me.I was kinda nervous and when I saw my results.I can`t believe it,It is unbelieveable......i got 5As 2Bs.I didn`t expected that results and I got it.I was thanking God and stuff like and celebrating with my friends and I saw some of my friends some of them where sad and some of them happy.But I saw 1 girl,she cried because she got 6As..!!!!!!?????it is like oh DAMN!!!..6As and she cry..that`s like so weird and dumb.But still I feel sad for my friends who din do well..I truly felt srry for them..but just try again...it is not too late.

Maths is my worst subject and I really really really hate maths from young.I just don`t like it..it is boring and bla bla bla.But I got an A for maths for pmr.Now I really trying to brush up my maths.The results have prove to me that I do fine for maths.Thx to my best maths tuition teacher,he really really help me for my maths.I would also like to thank everyone for their support and thank for being with me at my worst times this year.Thank you all..hope next year will be a great year altogether..and my pmr is a very unforgetable experience to me and it tells me that nothing is impossble if we work hard for it.PMR results,a miracle to remember....=)

~Hard work reaps Good crops~

The 2nd Wish List..And Edited^^

I find that the my 1st wish list is kinda "over".well i did some changes to make it less"over" and i`m serious about this 1..hehehe

1. Limited edition PSP-Red
2. A new Wallet
3. New shoes-nice shiny ones..xD
4. New slippers-nice,soft and my feet feel nice wearing them..xD
5. New socks-nice and cosy ones..xD
6. New bike-mine gt spoil..T.T
7. New specs-mine is "dying"
8. New song albums of my choice-I`m not sure about my current choice..haha
9. New pc games-I gt bored of my old ones,badly need new ones..T.T
10. new books-i gt bored of my old ones..i really really need new books...=

haha..it`s done d...my 2nd and real wish list..yay!!!

Criticism and Us

We as humans face many problems everyday.One of the most common and most faced problems that we tend to face is criticism.Everyday,we can see or hear people being critic by another person just because of what he or she has done or what he or she didn`t do but has to take responsibility and the blame for it.Because of what we have seen or heard,we will feel scare to be criticised by other people and we will also feel bad and sometimes angry because we are being scolded or being criticised,because of that,many problems will arise and it affects other people like our friends and family or ourselves.

Criticism affects us a lot.Our emotions will show sadness or sometimes anger.We want to get even to that person who scold us and we feel our anger boiled inside us till we can`t take it no longer.The person will sometimes not only scold us for 1 day,if this goes on,we will keep it all in us until 1 day we just lashed out at that person and end up a big brawl and both also get hurt.This things don`t come overnight,it takes a long time to finally end up with you giving the person a piece of your mind because as your anger boils it becomes rage and in the long run it encourages you to just release all your anger on that certain person and i doubt at the end of the brawl,the person will be still alive.

There is also another problem that we have when we are being criticised.Although we have been criticised by that certain person for a long time or sometimes we still can remember all that the person did to you and it fuels ur anger.Why is that happening??Why do we tend to remember all the things that the person said to us and it fuels our rage??.Simple!...it`s because we are being like a tape recorder.What is a tape recorder?It is an electrical device for recording or playing back sound, video, or data on magnetic tape.The tape recorder and us have a match because we are like a tape recorder.When someone criticise or scolded us,we tend to "record" what the person say about us and we keep it in our hearts and when it happens again,we playback the old "recordings"of the person scolding us and at the same time,we keep thinking about it and it fuels our anger and it boils our emotions to an extend that we will dream of us teaching the person a good lesson and it also plays a part of encouraging us to let it all out to that certain person.Thats why we shouldn`t be tape recorders because if we do,we are just recording and playing back all those hurts and anger in our lives rather than we forgive and forget.

Criticism has a big effect and influence in our lives.It plays a part at anywhere,at school,at work or it can happen even in front of you.We should gladly take criticism and learn from our mistakes.Sometimes people that you know and love scold you not because they hate you,it is because they care.I know it is hard though because I find it hard for myself too and I know it`s also hard for you.But we are humans,we have feelings, so we will sometimes feel the pinch when we are being criticised or scolded.But instead of keeping it in and just being a tape recorder,we should just forget it and forgive that person and not to say that you must forget everything,you must also learn from mistakes.Take something,learn from it,understand it and it will help you a lot in some unexpected ways and that sometimes you won`t even realise.It Does..=)

The Wish List..DADADA..xD

Well since christmas is coming...it wouldn`t hurt to wish for something.It is been a long time since i ever wish for something and that wish ever came true..but thats why they call it a wish right??...haha

Wish List
1.a brand new cpu:Asus Predator
2.a brand new flat-screen monitor
3.Cinematech keyboard that lights up.
4.razor mouse
5.new ipod elastic cover protector
6.a new handphone:that is for sure..it`s promise..=D
7.a pda phone....

Well only this lor..it`s kinda short..haha..i guess not much wishes this year..I am so proud of myself..*perasan..=.="...XD

~well that`s all for my list..hehe..I will add again maybe some other time..=)

My Good Friend-Chee Mun

Most of us have good friends and we treasure them greatly.I have this friend who wasn`t my friend at first but then when i met him at my new primary school many years ago,he was also a new kid,same like me.I use to remember the way he talks very friendly well he sometimes talk and joke with me and my friends a lot,but when we left primary school,I didn`t contact him except a few times.But this year he passed away.
At first,I was shock to know that he passed away.He use to be a very nice and active guy in sports,but when i heard what happen,i just couldn`t believe it.Infact,this year,I also heard that he was diagnosed with cancer and cancer is like a silent killer.You will not know until it is too serious and its very very very bad for someone who got cancer.
I tried to go to his funeral but i couldn`t make it for some inevitable circumstances,I was kinda down because of it because I can`t see my good friend for the last time.I learn a lot from this incident that sometimes we feel that life is too short but actually sometimes we are wrong,we think that way because we can`t get to finish all the things that we want to do.I heard from some friends that my good friend never gave up,he keep on going and living on to take his medication and go for treatment.He had faith in the doctors and most of all,we all had faith in him that he will be cure.But unfortunately the cancer got the better of him.
The thing that I`m happy is that my good friend found a greater friend than any of us that is Jesus.I didn`t know that he became a christian and I am glad that he became a christian.My good friend became a believer and I also heard that he brought his family to Christ.My Good friend went through all the pain that was brought to him,he went through all those hardships, and he saw through his life.He dedicated his life to Jesus.I thank God for a good friend like chee mun. His story showed me that nothing can separated us from the love of God and He is In us,Through Us and With Us.I Believe now that chee mun is home to a place of no sorrow,pain or tears.Chee mun,you are home.Watch over us and together we will be in heaven someday.I know it is unfair for you to go at such a young age but it doesn`t matter,God has use you to bring your family to Christ but it is sad that your work for God has to end so fast and yet so painful.But I believe that through your world,you have change other people`s world.Chee mun,we can`t change the world,but through our world being changed,other people`s lives can be touch and you have showed me that it is true.You have showed me that We can do all things through Christ who strengthens us.Your life being change is a great joy to me and I will not forget you as my friend and my brother.Don`t worry,You are home,just wait for us and soon we will see you.
My friend Chee mun found a good friend and his life was changed.God loves you.Even though you feel the pain and hardships just like chee mun,he will be there,He was there for chee mun.He will be there for you,just believe and it will happen.Have faith and he will come to you.To change other people`s world,your`s must be changed...=)

The Winds Of Change

Change,what is change??...change can be defined as to make the form, nature, content, future course, etc., of (something) different from what it is or from what it would be which is to change something that is present to something better or sometimes we don`t realise to worst.
We all are subject to changes,when sometimes in the years have change or being altered,we all in time have to go along with it..but ultimately it is our choice or sometimes we have no choice at all.

Changes can either be good or bad.but most of the time,we all love good changes..who doesn`t??...well I believe there are those who aren`t like that but sometimes it is who they are and we can`t blame them.Good changes makes us happy,If we see someone change from bad to good,we will be happy for them and also ourself because sometimes because of us we change other people`s world and their lives.We also inspired them to live a good and meaningful life,we can`t change the world because the world can`t be change but we can change a person`s world through our world being change for the better.



Bad changes,we all hate bad changes because sometimes bad changes can affect us for a long time.Bad changes also will affect not only us but other people who are like us subject to change no matter what.But we can also think positive and see the good in the bad,to believe in something or someone when there is no hope and work together to survive the effects of the change whether it is good or bad.These changes can come gradually or very sudden till sometimes we don`t even realise it.

Changes as I said earlier comes in 2 ways,it is like the wind.The wind blows slowly and sometimes very rapidly,we can`t see it but we can feel it as the coolness blows towards us.Changes are somewhat like that,we can see changes althought sometimes it is not too obvious but if we just learn to observe,we will see the changes happening.The Winds of change,most of us say seeing is believing,but do we ever wonder that sometimes we don`t need to see to believe,if we do then what`s the point of believing??,we believe what we see..but what about things that we don`t see??We don`t need to see the winds of change to believe in good changes,we just have to believe in it.Just believe and it will happen..=)

Intelligence as a weapon

For many years,wars have been fought,blood has been shed and lives shattered and destroyed.It may have started with the sword,then the gun,then in the later years many terrifiying weapons of mass destruction came to be.People have use many ways of what they call destructive ways to "torn" other nations in wars.So many improvements and innovation have been made to improve the many weapons of destruction.Nearly everyday,new weapons will be unveil to the world but yet beyond all this,there is a stronger power that have been known to mankind for sometime,which is the power of the mind,Intelligence.
In wars,both sides will send out recon planes,spys or any form of deceptive machines of all kinds to learn about their enemy`s weakness or their enemy`s progress which will in turn help both sides to plan their strategies in combat.Intelligence is also use to warn other people about the impending attacks and to save lives.People also use intelligence to encrypt secret codes of their enemies to learn about their strategies of war.Intelligence is yet a small unit or section in war planing but it plays a vital role in ensuring that victory is in the hands of those who have intelligence on their side and the power of the mind cannot be underestimated because the mind have the power to imagine,create and innovate,the elements of inventing.
When we invent something,we imagine it in our mind,then we visualise that idea,we then patent it and we work on the progress of creating it.Then when the prototype is done,we perfected it by innovation,to improvise the design to be better,and at the end we will or have created a thing for people to use.Intelligence has in the years evolved into something better and more powerful by the people who contributed to this line of work in war.
Therefore,the power of intelligence is even more powerful than weapons of war because the people create weapons by using the mind and imagination and if the weapons are dangerous enough and can take lives away,how dangerous can the mind be to create such destructive weapons as the years go by...

Choices,Failure and Us

ln life,we make choices everyday.....we make choices when we eat,go out or do anything.But sometimes choices we make are sometimes wrong but we still continue to do it.Choices made affect us for a very long time and sometimes for life,we will ponder on and wonder why did we made that choice but sometimes it is too late,the after effect of our choice is too great for us too bear that sometimes we give up living a life of shame.
But do we ever wonder that even so we still have a life to live...some unfortunate people have fail to realise that failure is the begining of success..We learn more from failures not success...but too much pride because of success can lead to failure.Pride comes before a fall.Failures can teach us how and what to do to avoid failures from happening again,well but it is also up to us whether we can use failures as lessons of life.
Us,many things that happen in life will all end up with us.The bottomline of every problem will sometimes be us.Some people get bankrupt because of their greediness and living with the Jones lifestyle.Living with the jones can be define as a lifestyle that we are not contented with what we have..we always look at other people and their luxuries..well luxuries or necessities?..ultimately it is our choice.We sometime "crossover" and "mix up" the line between necessities and luxuries.Luxuries becomes necessities and vice versa..but by drawing the line between those 2 things,we can learn how to be contented with what we have and what we need.