UTARIAN Life 1#

well , i took d LRT ( monorail ) today for a start (: and HELL yeah , it was easy .. pardon me but its the 1st time that im taking it by myself . NO ONE is right beside to help me .. BIG BOY now .. gotta do everything your ownself and say . it was FUN . and very convenient too .. now Spamming in d UNI computer lab with @Zachary ; my UTAR kaki and OMAi ! . the internet speed is even faster than the speed at my house ; not to mention the fast downloads and incredible speed of the data transfer . but , the youtube loading is FAST but not tat .. FAST than the one at my house . downloading delta force again using the computer . classes at 10 but here i am at 850 , very funny (: .. so to speak that everyone is on a holiday now and im the only one studying . its kinda sad . i remembered 1 year ago where i am now , i was having a great 2 weeks holiday but now , here i am . having classes at UTAR . everyone ahs to grow up . its a norm .. and its just part of life`s Ups and Downs ..lolx .. took d bus also .. kinda fun and very cold inside .. hope that the school students get a longer holiday so that i don`t need to jam my way to UTAR on the road :D . thats all for now i guess , still downloading my game . its shoooooo fast weyy ^^ .. ahahaha . kays . 2 twin girls sitting in front of me , they look so alike . ofcos == . and have i forgot to mention that , im taking the arts stream . many people ask me your science stream ? why are you going for arts now ? i was like .. perhaps its time for a change and i and really fcked up about science stream . 2 years is enough ! ! wells , for now .. i gotta do something about it ; make a change HEHEHE (:

alrytes . gtg now . kthxbyes (:

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UNI #1 Starts - End

So , i didn`t really blogged about what happen during my orientation at UTAR ; but seriously . it gives me memories of 1st day of school .. and u sorta get those weird feelings of being a NEW human being x) . tat aside , most of my friends are in like Taylors or Sunway UC but its me a few others at UTAR . being a UTARIAN is fun .. met a lot of fun people and some kinda funny people .. Orientation . Speeches . Talks . Bored but i somehow find some of those lecturers really great people . and spent time talking with Kah Wai about KPOP stuff or stuff in general .. glad to have a friend like him that goes to the same uni as me and not to forget ; Rachel .. my smkkk kaki until now .. then UTAR kaki oso . Great people (: Thankss ~ .. so after like 3 days of orientation , im officially a UTAR student aka UTARIAN @@ .. and yeah , 1 thing about life now , UGOTTADOEVERYTHINGURSELF ; YESIAMNOTKIDDING D: .. because , independence plays a big role now .. Its you and the world & your friends (: + coursemates ! ^^ .. but with independence comes responsibility , you`re in charge NOW . :0 well , then we had ice breaking with the whole lot , met a group of awesome people thr . and guess wat . same group with kah wai againnn ... or we sneak our way around and ended up joining a random group which in the end , we clic so well together ; Thanks for the memories guys and gurls (x .. well Hopes , everything goes smoothly .. many things to adjust myself to but i guess i can do it lo .. and wait , the printing stuff is killling me , lecture notes are crazily a LOTTTT ! .. well , just gotta bear with it ! (:

soooooo .. i guess thats all , off i GO ! kthxbyes (:

People that _______ me off

ok great wat a retarded day i take my bike i got damned on the road i mean its not me fault but yeah thanks for saving my ass i was polite and guess wat i got that in return nvm gotta let it go anger management is important so that people dont die everyday due to bar fights and so on and yeah ; club change to rules normal people like us got snitch like shit i was like kthxbye (: nvm . u want a freaking card . i will get a card . u want a freaking system ; i will abide by the system HAIHHH ! D: WAT A DAY ! ! .. ok fine . now to quiet down . thank God i was safe and so on and thanks to tat random guy i was alright (: altho we had to come to this but really geezz Thanks . and ok fine , yours is a great club ; really great stuff they have . i wil see wat i can do ; its a blessing to see the Joy when Trials and Tribulations come your way ; Lord , helpmecontrolandseethejoyinthingsthatdomakemesad . Period . END !

ok fine . LATE a disease ' even LATER , cant be help . LATEST . grand entry (: see the build-up of things . bad things seem good and even BADDER things seem BETTER ; forgive my grammar for i have sin XD HAHAH ! but yeah .. great to have friends / buddies that cheer me up with a dose of mamak ( road-side food / restuarant ) @edwin @nick @ nichol ; great blond jokes but really have that sense of humour in things . you guys made me day (:  and late for celll group :( heee sorry MUM >< . my bike was a hell to me . but still i love it ; tat brat . me and it has been in ages of stuff ; school . loiter and moree ## doomsday . ready or not ; it would be scrap by then .. yikes jeez ~

now LATE ; am i doing it right ?? gotta lots to rush . am LAZY .. trying to be LAZY maybe >< , Uni coming up . Great Life has Great Trials . soon to come for me but I know i get thru because i know . dont need for a doubt ; just GUTS hahahaha right . likes being random these days .. the art of random-ing is greatly practised in my life . maybe its cause everyone is just being random now x) TREND :0  

so . am gotta leave now . SLEEPS ; Parents Day tmrw ; playing keyboard for church service (: 

Have a nice day ; and Good Morning ; Its a Sunday Morning 3 am left or right

i AM awake HAH ! could stay up longer but say .

we shall save it for another day ****

kthxbye(:

yesterday blues .__.

great . wat a " great " yesterday . haihh .. suppose that i always disappoint people .. i was too stupid HAH ! . dint see tat coming /// well .. i know this time is really my fault .. mayb u knw who i am talking about ..im sorry .. i dont know wat came over me .. with the quote : nothing better to say , better dont say .. and DONT ASSUME things ; i guess thats my weakness (: . learning - well , it also taught me one thing . gotta be careful around you >< .. but im sorry for doing it tho .. hehehehe . my BET Dx gahhh ... thanks for the advice @emelia yap .. not mature yet i suppose or mayb yeah , we all do have our immature moments TEEHEE ; fine . forget about tat shitt ! . its raining again .. adding up to the gloomy face x( .. one thing`s for sure .. need to be EXTRA careful around people nowadays with facebook ; wow .. anyone can find you ; so .. becareful . NOT everything has to be on facebook especially if you do have some issues with anyone . better yet . should i quit work ? its a saturday ; 3 hours pay around rm120++ .. lols .. uni coming up >< dunno whether to commit or not .. gahh ! leave tat for another day @nicholas goh ; im hunting for a HD now . so tat i can transfer the games to you ; and sorry @ aaron tan ; sry bro .. couldn`t pass to you d " weed " = dubsteps tracks at cf .. couldn`t make it tho >< ..SORRYYY !


still thinking of deleting s4 league ; hehehe dunno i just couldn`t get d hang of the game >< HAHAHA .. funny guns and ofcos the moves or ok js tat .. tooo .. NVM >< cant explain anyway ; still trying to work on my reviews for Singularity and guess watt ! ; i finally played Prototype . its was addictive but soon i know it will bored me out coz its like GTA just ttat . cross it with  Spiderman + Xmen + mission impossible game ; tat cool >< @@ . but now i struggling to finish off all my games like Dead Rising 2 ; Mass Effect 2 and moreee . help me . hope next week uni will be fine .. Orientation and sorry boss , i cant work already for tat week . GEHHH !about tat , i will try to make it .. hmm , and yeah . i guess you are right .. i cant keep treating you like a kid .. alryte ! if this is how you want it .. ok loh , i understand .. and yeah , its good for me also yeh for various reasons (: but thanks for all advice , really appreciate it but i guess soon , it will reach a dead end and perhaps .. its time ; life has good-byes but we often wait for a great hello . i`ll just wish you in tat alryte (:

gotta stop now . shall be writing soon . kthxbye (:

Closure (:

Finally ; closure . things always get solved by talking . its works somehow .. perhaps life has never been that great for me ; top up with people problems . we all long for closure , something to end with something .. coz shit in ur life can keep you in pain for a LONG LONG TIME , so its best that those kind of things shouldn`t be kept in the heart but just talk over it and make a change in your life ; the happiness when you achieve closure in a certain matter ; particularly today`s youth message was an eye-opener for me ; unresolved issues .. we as humans have the tendency of being selfish and we often think we are in the RIGHT ! , you should say sorry or else , i am never gona admit it .. haihh , i have met many people like this , can`t blame anyone because no one is perfect ; as human as we are , as pure as we are , we are like that ; not that we can`t change , its just something that triggers in our heart that we act like that , even i don`t fully understand it yet , around me , many things happen lately .. people and their problems can cause a lot of damage to a bigger picture of the matter or surroundings , maybe i will not be so KE-PO ( busy-body) but , sometimes sad things happen .. we only hope for closure in our favour .. but sometimes we have to realise that humbleness requires sacrifice , the willingness to say SORRY , the willingness to submit ; althought i agree that even i am still struggling to do that , we can deny that fact that , ITS JUST SO HARD TO SAY SORRY , its makes me feel small *laughs* . but thats another day , lessons can be learned in life through failure , no man is perfect such that no sky is forever blue ; vice versa .. for now , i just hope that other people can find closure in their life problems althought its hard to get . to Let Go is To Forget & Forgive ; how hard it may be , it can be done . Its just YOU and YOURSELF and THEM ; there is no 100% closure of the matter because bombs leave craters such that life problem leaves scars , takes time to heal ; Time Tells but Time does not Decides ; Its You that Decides , 

Me .. Closure .. Over : 3 words that makes me a person now , Thank You God for giving me the strength to go through it :) Because I Made That Choice That Decides Who Am I As A Person and Friendships are mended and I Believe That Closure Is Important Because Its Decides the End Then A New Begining .

To Anonymous : Thank You (:

-End- Phase Out 8D >>>>

in Progress (:

games in progress , i think im gona choke myself with it Loves . Period x)

Mass Effect 2 : I AM AMAZED (:

Dead Rising 2 : HAHAHA LOL game (:

And hell ! , who has these . i wan themmmm O.O !

OkaY . i guess i will get them soon enough and gotta pass some of these to @nick or @ edwin , they will love this shit XD ; 

wells , for now .. i gotta go , look out for my Singularity review . just completed that game . Thanks Justin (: 

thats all for now x) BYEEE !

Blog Doctor : Bring it back to life

well , it has been months since my last post , i would consider this a dead blog but nooooo .... im here to bring it back to life , thanks you @hong jian .. for the constant reminding to update .. i did now . lol .. well , lif3 has been rather bored and fun at d same time . after SPM . PRE-U .. now trying to enjoy the last moments of fun and games before i depart to another life of mine ; UNI LIFE @@ . things change .. like .. hmm , priorities , stuff-to-do and yeah , everyone i know now is like assim into college,form 6 uni .etc . miss my old skul lots , miss ole buddies , my my juniors HAH ! God knows how are they now .. altho , some of them r stil OK . Period . well , for now .. i have return to assume duties as Sword Squad Commitee again .. it has been 2 years .. wat a long break and yeah , gotta get tat working feeling back again ! hmm hope to be working great with the new commitee ( altho yes i do know all of them ) hahaha . well . tats all for tonight , gotta sleep ; will be posting tmrw , a continuation of this (: .. Good Nite !

almost dead blog ;

well .. almost dead .. too lazy to write something .. hahaha , caught up with life and its shit >< .. still thinking wat to write but its all BLANKKK ! .. ugh , life has been somewhat bittersweet .. work , lepaking time with friends aka Loitering x) ! .. recently got a new laptop = birthday present and yeahh , another wish came true .. bt its still new , i may need sometime to adjust to it =) .. well , im not a fan of wifi but looks like , i gotta go get it .. i love cables and wires because they r just tooo fast and u rarely disconnect but wifi . OMG .. speechless =_= .. rightt .. yeahh , i might be posting something soon , or this blog gona be dead ..


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Missing Out D:

Its has been some time sine i posted something :) Thank God for people like Hong Jian who reminded me of my long-time-no-posted blog ! ahaha ! , sorry folks .. been kinda lazy lately .. and blurr o.o ! even my collegues told me tat . Today Sabrina had to say something like ; Joseph lahh .. ur voice loud but ur ears so small .. cannot hear wan , soo blurr ; xD .. sorry lah sab , im very blur lately .. got off the wrong side of the bed ( and have i mentioned tat i started work) gahh ! .. speechless * so many stuff tat i haven not update on .. many things have happened in the past few weeks of Year 2011 ! , just the first few weeks and i do have a story to tell x) How Nice :0 .. BUTTT , those things yeah .. doubled UP my experiences and memories already ! . life changing circumstances and yeah , many important choice to make in life ; altho its a new year and new challenges ahead , but friends still stay the same right ? :) .. everyone is off to college now , some working + enjoying just like me coz we don`t want to enter the COLLEGE fray a little too soon ( due to some reasons which i will not highlight here because im kinda sick and bored of telling everyone tat ) GAHH ! , if u noticed tat , im having some errors and spelling stuff here , that`s because im posting this with my new house comp ( Desktop) Yepp ! , it just arrived today . ; HAPPY but my laptop aint here yet T^T gona take a while .. buhuhuhu ; hope it can come fasterrrr ! rightt .. till then , i will be posting many things that happened prior to 2011 and teh 1st few weeks of it ;) too much stuff to write ! . gotta use the LABELSS ;) well , for now .. i will be posting soon , so stay tuned readers !

-------- Alright , gotta stop here .. and HEY ! Tmr is a holidayy ; Its Thaipusam , but im chinese so i don`t celebrate it but who cares ; its a holiday .. dunit to go work >< ----- Signing Out--- Ciaooo ^^

"It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. "

Friends Part 3

this the longest trilogic ( new word ) post xD that i have ever written , 3 posts about friends in a row , but still its fun and brings bak memories , they are my friends :) and ntg can change tat !

Friends !

Memories !

Thats them :)

Friends always :)

The Guys ! :DD

haha :)

tats Shi Lin in the middle :)

The perfect picture where Friends was and be :)

Thats them aite :)

Superb Shot ! :)

Friends !

My Pals !

Pasl again !

Me and Yit Man :)

Grace and Tracy :)

Me and my Pal , Elwin Chin ; sinec form 1 until now . gangster friend but yeah , he is and awesome friend of mine

Them Friend From left-Me,Azharn,Swing,emely

The Bigger Picture

All Of Us again :) ! love this picture the most

-Friends we are , Friends we fight ,Friends we cry,Friends we enjoy , but Friends stay together , That`s Friendship-

best forgive and forget because you have nothing to lose , friends are easy to find bt good friends are hard to come by , appreciate friendship .. no use keeping in all the hurts because it wouldn`t end .. its your choice .. keep it or leave it ;but really , friends are precious to you .. keep them and they keep you :)

-Friends are not all you got in life but they do give you all that they got in life,that`s friendship-

Joseph.Koay

Friends Part 2

-Friends they are , Friends they will , Friends always-

From left : David,alif,leanna,grace,nichol,edwin,me,ee ming ; this is a damn old pic i found ! :o

+ May ann and them againn :)

Kah wai bday .. memories of 2010 ! Us again + Calvin and wei keat and HJ !

-You can save yourself from a fire , but friends can save you and put the fire out to prevent you from getting burned again-

From Left : Me , Darren,Hann wei,wendy,daphne,emely,poh yee ; they are part of my life !

Them again :)

Poh Yee , Me , Stanley + nichol at the back ;DD

-Friends are not all you got in life , but they will give you all they got in life-

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From left : Jing Yi , anthea ,hui jing,Resha,Carina,me

My Mans ! : Wen kiat,Kuan shen,jing yi and zhen hou

Being goofy people : From left top to left bottom-Jing yi,alpha,me,Tham !,kuan shen,wen kiat,zhen hou,brandon and Victor :)

ahh .. Girls ! awesome people From left : Petun,Pui quan,Cass,Huda,Angie,Wen ting,Me

FRiends again :) .. They are part of my life !

Those GUys :) From Left - Me,Shawn,Josh Mac,Damien,Ban !

Them ! From Left : Vanessa,Melissa,Prav,Sarmilla,Jacinta,Me,Andrea

Them Guys From Left: Rick,Guan tuck,Jeff,Meng Jiun,Hann Wei,Me

They complete me :) ; english camp pics ! where thr are is where friends is and always ^^

Friends Again :)

-Life is dull and grey , but friends are the colours that brightens up this life-

Friends Part 1

Friends are

F-Fabulous
R-Rich ( some)
I-Intelligent ( that`s why they are great people at exams ; u know lah ;)
E-Ever There & Everywhere
N-Next To You
D-Damn Good
S-Seriously Nuts

haha :) .. those are my friends .. memories of 2010 ! . being part of them ehekk !

From Left : Edwin,Nicholas,Yaw Suan,Alif,Stanley,Joseph(me),Nichol,Joshua Tham
 

Those above have been my buddies since form 1 and yeah , we`re bros .. some of them i have met on the way but some have gone wayyyy backk since we all first step in to school :) .. until now , it has been 5 years and nvr tot we r all in this together , Thanks for the memories guys x)
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Now below , my classmates and people that mean a lot to me :) , they have been with me for the whole of my skul life , and this memories are forever imprinted on the whitewash wall of my life .. ; Adios !

Suet Peng & Pui Yan :)

The girls from my class ; really awesome people :)

class pic with my teacher :) all those people have been part of my memories of 2010

Candid shot ; gona miss them dreadfully <3

From Top Left - Mary , wee shin , Suet Peng,Pui yan , meera , darshini : Bottom Left - Kah wai , me , andy , kok ming             Us again :)

From Left : Andy , Kok Ming , Josh Mac , Me , Kah wai  - My Pals :DD ; altho , we have some fuck-up times in class but still , we do hangout :)

- Friends do come and go , but friendship always stays the same no matter what-

New Year :DD

well , i kinda recall myself saying that the year will pass by really really slow .. that was january 2010 .. we were like dreading the new year which was 2010 and Oh MY ! , never thought in a blink of an eye .. POOF ! SPM is gone and the year is over just like that ;) .. me and my friend use to say about how long is the time to SPM , and we were like : aha ! still so long lahh .. haiya .. but nvr thought we would sit for SPM last month and spent time after tat ! nvr thought we would last longg .. hmm but i want to thank all those people who made 2010 a dream year of mine .. it was a pleasure meeting you all even all those friends that i have been woth ever since i stepped into SMKKK .. 5 years together .. wow , thats a homerun ! .. thank you for being part of my memories of 2010 , as now .. we have graduated ..as we stepped into the new year ! hopefully we can all go yam-cha again when we meet in college .. friends come and go but friendship always stays the same . Happy New Year 2011 ! :)

found this picture on facebook ! its cool :DD

BTW, watch the recorded AMA , aha ! Neyo never fails to amaze me :)

That`s Neyo :) a fan of him - CooL