Gosh..I finally sign up for the debate team..=)Hoping to do more stuff this year because my exams are all over d..and must do something lor..=P
The auditions are after chinese new year..so we have a long time to prepare our points and do research..just hope that I can make it through the auditions...yea!!..=D
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Sunday, January 18, 2009
The Me now...
I`m having a very terrible and irritating time nowadays.My mood this days are a little unstable for some reason that I don`t know and my temper will sometimes flare out at my friends.I just don`t know why I`m like that this days...its so confusing and I would also liek to apologise because I have been neglecting my blog this few weeks,this days I have really no mood and no ideas to write anything and I`m also kinda lazy 2 write tho..=P
Well...first things first..my house computer..it is dying and lagging up..althought I have many times repairing it and its many times work and i`m so glad but now I think it is time.Every thing has it`s end,the question is when.I feel that have to be more trifty this year..have to save up and spent wisely tho..=.I will have to sacrifice a new computer by not buying a new one and save lor.Althougt it is hard but I hope it will work and it is worth a try...just hope lor..=)
Well I have to stop here...I will be writing something new when though of something and maybe a few days later....hoep so lor.Everyone just pray for me and if I have been unkind to anyone and a little annoying..I apologise for it..hope you all understand..=P.Hope so..sighz....Good Day everyone..=).Hope better and brighter days will come for me....=
Well...first things first..my house computer..it is dying and lagging up..althought I have many times repairing it and its many times work and i`m so glad but now I think it is time.Every thing has it`s end,the question is when.I feel that have to be more trifty this year..have to save up and spent wisely tho..=.I will have to sacrifice a new computer by not buying a new one and save lor.Althougt it is hard but I hope it will work and it is worth a try...just hope lor..=)
Well I have to stop here...I will be writing something new when though of something and maybe a few days later....hoep so lor.Everyone just pray for me and if I have been unkind to anyone and a little annoying..I apologise for it..hope you all understand..=P.Hope so..sighz....Good Day everyone..=).Hope better and brighter days will come for me....=
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Death:The Ever Unconquered Battle
We all have to go through life`s circumstances and hardships.Although we do go through them,we sometimes work our way out and problem solved..done!..simple isn`t it?..or sometimes hard but worth the effort.But we have to realise that somethings in life that we have to face has no way of solving them and we can`t avoid them too.One of those things is death.
Death,a natural thing in life and yet for all of us a very sad thing too.If our love ones passed away,our emotions will take a toll and we will feel very emotional.For the pass 2008,I have been to not to say a lot but a number of funerals.I couldn`t help but wonder why?...well i guess it is because life is very unpredictable and 1 minute you see them,the next minute you don`t.Scary isn`t it?...life is like that..that`s why people have been trying to find the secret to longevity means a long individual life.
The Chinese Emperors have attempt to search for the secret to longevity so that they can prolonged their lifespan and rule forever but each time they try,some succeed,some fail..but even though they succeed,they will still die.No one can escape death,it is unevitable and unstoppable,how much people have tried,they still can`t escape it.Life is short as most people say it,all we have to do I think is to make the best of it while we are still living,make the best of our lives.
Life is like a highway,a never ending highway....we are like a car moving..as we go on and live life,we are like moving on a highway.Around us on the highway,there are other cars just like our lives we are surrounded by friends,family members and other people.Cars break down,so do we in life.There are moments in our lives that are the most disappointing and most down moments in life but we have friends to help us up when we fall.Same on the life`s highway,now and then cars will stop by us and help us out when we break down,encourage us to go on with life.But when death comes or when we witness our most closed ones pass away,their cars stop and they get out.They are no more,we can`t do much actually,we simply can`t,what we can do is to go on with life.
Death,a natural thing in life and yet for all of us a very sad thing too.If our love ones passed away,our emotions will take a toll and we will feel very emotional.For the pass 2008,I have been to not to say a lot but a number of funerals.I couldn`t help but wonder why?...well i guess it is because life is very unpredictable and 1 minute you see them,the next minute you don`t.Scary isn`t it?...life is like that..that`s why people have been trying to find the secret to longevity means a long individual life.
The Chinese Emperors have attempt to search for the secret to longevity so that they can prolonged their lifespan and rule forever but each time they try,some succeed,some fail..but even though they succeed,they will still die.No one can escape death,it is unevitable and unstoppable,how much people have tried,they still can`t escape it.Life is short as most people say it,all we have to do I think is to make the best of it while we are still living,make the best of our lives.
Life is like a highway,a never ending highway....we are like a car moving..as we go on and live life,we are like moving on a highway.Around us on the highway,there are other cars just like our lives we are surrounded by friends,family members and other people.Cars break down,so do we in life.There are moments in our lives that are the most disappointing and most down moments in life but we have friends to help us up when we fall.Same on the life`s highway,now and then cars will stop by us and help us out when we break down,encourage us to go on with life.But when death comes or when we witness our most closed ones pass away,their cars stop and they get out.They are no more,we can`t do much actually,we simply can`t,what we can do is to go on with life.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
PMR Results:A Miracle To Remember
The night before pmr results day was a very sleepless night.The holidays have taken a toll on my brain,it has like stop functioning and I have forgotten almost everything that I have pump into my brain before pmr.I never had so much fun before compare to the after pmr holidays,it was really extremely fun but at the same time brain-washing.The fun had "wash away" the equations,facts and many more stuff that I studied before.Now I can`t barely do a algebra equation.sighz..T.T
But still,the night before pmr results,i prayed that God will do his will and I wil leave it all to him and then I try to sleep and at last I slept with ease.The next morning,I woke up early,and strangely early.In the holidays,I never wake up early,I will enjoy my sleep to the max..xD.The first things I did was wash up la and bla bla bla.Then I open teh door for my cats...hehe.So faithful are they,everyday wait for me to open the door want..>.<.Then I just waited for my parents and cousins family to wake up.
The morning,everyone is awake.Clock shows 9:15.As I waited for the time to past,my heart beat faster and faster.Well I try to cool myself to relax by lstening to music on my Ipod,it work a little.My mom told me to relax and we were on our way.My cousin brother and my brother followed me to the school.As we park outside the school,I was kinda nervous and a little happy tho.I saw most of my friends all come back to get their results and some of them i think disappear after pmr...poof!!!..they are gone..never seen again..hahaha.But now poof!!..they are back again..hmm..kinda queer eh..xP
When I enter the school hall,the place of getting the results,I saw that a lot of students already arrive and are getting thier results.I told my Mom and cousins bros to stay put and I will go and get my results.I also talk with some friends while waiting 4 my turn to get.As my class teacher was pulling out my results paper and hand it to me.I was kinda nervous and when I saw my results.I can`t believe it,It is unbelieveable......i got 5As 2Bs.I didn`t expected that results and I got it.I was thanking God and stuff like and celebrating with my friends and I saw some of my friends some of them where sad and some of them happy.But I saw 1 girl,she cried because she got 6As..!!!!!!?????it is like oh DAMN!!!..6As and she cry..that`s like so weird and dumb.But still I feel sad for my friends who din do well..I truly felt srry for them..but just try again...it is not too late.
Maths is my worst subject and I really really really hate maths from young.I just don`t like it..it is boring and bla bla bla.But I got an A for maths for pmr.Now I really trying to brush up my maths.The results have prove to me that I do fine for maths.Thx to my best maths tuition teacher,he really really help me for my maths.I would also like to thank everyone for their support and thank for being with me at my worst times this year.Thank you all..hope next year will be a great year altogether..and my pmr is a very unforgetable experience to me and it tells me that nothing is impossble if we work hard for it.PMR results,a miracle to remember....=)
~Hard work reaps Good crops~
But still,the night before pmr results,i prayed that God will do his will and I wil leave it all to him and then I try to sleep and at last I slept with ease.The next morning,I woke up early,and strangely early.In the holidays,I never wake up early,I will enjoy my sleep to the max..xD.The first things I did was wash up la and bla bla bla.Then I open teh door for my cats...hehe.So faithful are they,everyday wait for me to open the door want..>.<.Then I just waited for my parents and cousins family to wake up.
The morning,everyone is awake.Clock shows 9:15.As I waited for the time to past,my heart beat faster and faster.Well I try to cool myself to relax by lstening to music on my Ipod,it work a little.My mom told me to relax and we were on our way.My cousin brother and my brother followed me to the school.As we park outside the school,I was kinda nervous and a little happy tho.I saw most of my friends all come back to get their results and some of them i think disappear after pmr...poof!!!..they are gone..never seen again..hahaha.But now poof!!..they are back again..hmm..kinda queer eh..xP
When I enter the school hall,the place of getting the results,I saw that a lot of students already arrive and are getting thier results.I told my Mom and cousins bros to stay put and I will go and get my results.I also talk with some friends while waiting 4 my turn to get.As my class teacher was pulling out my results paper and hand it to me.I was kinda nervous and when I saw my results.I can`t believe it,It is unbelieveable......i got 5As 2Bs.I didn`t expected that results and I got it.I was thanking God and stuff like and celebrating with my friends and I saw some of my friends some of them where sad and some of them happy.But I saw 1 girl,she cried because she got 6As..!!!!!!?????it is like oh DAMN!!!..6As and she cry..that`s like so weird and dumb.But still I feel sad for my friends who din do well..I truly felt srry for them..but just try again...it is not too late.
Maths is my worst subject and I really really really hate maths from young.I just don`t like it..it is boring and bla bla bla.But I got an A for maths for pmr.Now I really trying to brush up my maths.The results have prove to me that I do fine for maths.Thx to my best maths tuition teacher,he really really help me for my maths.I would also like to thank everyone for their support and thank for being with me at my worst times this year.Thank you all..hope next year will be a great year altogether..and my pmr is a very unforgetable experience to me and it tells me that nothing is impossble if we work hard for it.PMR results,a miracle to remember....=)
~Hard work reaps Good crops~
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
The 2nd Wish List..And Edited^^
I find that the my 1st wish list is kinda "over".well i did some changes to make it less"over" and i`m serious about this 1..hehehe
- Limited edition PSP-Red
- A new Wallet
- New shoes-nice shiny ones..xD
- New slippers-nice,soft and my feet feel nice wearing them..xD
- New socks-nice and cosy ones..xD
- New bike-mine gt spoil..T.T
- New specs-mine is "dying"
- New song albums of my choice-I`m not sure about my current choice..haha
- New pc games-I gt bored of my old ones,badly need new ones..T.T
- new books-i gt bored of my old ones..i really really need new books...=
haha..it`s done d...my 2nd and real wish list..yay!!!
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Criticism and Us
We as humans face many problems everyday.One of the most common and most faced problems that we tend to face is criticism.Everyday,we can see or hear people being critic by another person just because of what he or she has done or what he or she didn`t do but has to take responsibility and the blame for it.Because of what we have seen or heard,we will feel scare to be criticised by other people and we will also feel bad and sometimes angry because we are being scolded or being criticised,because of that,many problems will arise and it affects other people like our friends and family or ourselves.
Criticism affects us a lot.Our emotions will show sadness or sometimes anger.We want to get even to that person who scold us and we feel our anger boiled inside us till we can`t take it no longer.The person will sometimes not only scold us for 1 day,if this goes on,we will keep it all in us until 1 day we just lashed out at that person and end up a big brawl and both also get hurt.This things don`t come overnight,it takes a long time to finally end up with you giving the person a piece of your mind because as your anger boils it becomes rage and in the long run it encourages you to just release all your anger on that certain person and i doubt at the end of the brawl,the person will be still alive.
There is also another problem that we have when we are being criticised.Although we have been criticised by that certain person for a long time or sometimes we still can remember all that the person did to you and it fuels ur anger.Why is that happening??Why do we tend to remember all the things that the person said to us and it fuels our rage??.Simple!...it`s because we are being like a tape recorder.What is a tape recorder?It is an electrical device for recording or playing back sound, video, or data on magnetic tape.The tape recorder and us have a match because we are like a tape recorder.When someone criticise or scolded us,we tend to "record" what the person say about us and we keep it in our hearts and when it happens again,we playback the old "recordings"of the person scolding us and at the same time,we keep thinking about it and it fuels our anger and it boils our emotions to an extend that we will dream of us teaching the person a good lesson and it also plays a part of encouraging us to let it all out to that certain person.Thats why we shouldn`t be tape recorders because if we do,we are just recording and playing back all those hurts and anger in our lives rather than we forgive and forget.
Criticism has a big effect and influence in our lives.It plays a part at anywhere,at school,at work or it can happen even in front of you.We should gladly take criticism and learn from our mistakes.Sometimes people that you know and love scold you not because they hate you,it is because they care.I know it is hard though because I find it hard for myself too and I know it`s also hard for you.But we are humans,we have feelings, so we will sometimes feel the pinch when we are being criticised or scolded.But instead of keeping it in and just being a tape recorder,we should just forget it and forgive that person and not to say that you must forget everything,you must also learn from mistakes.Take something,learn from it,understand it and it will help you a lot in some unexpected ways and that sometimes you won`t even realise.It Does..=)
Criticism affects us a lot.Our emotions will show sadness or sometimes anger.We want to get even to that person who scold us and we feel our anger boiled inside us till we can`t take it no longer.The person will sometimes not only scold us for 1 day,if this goes on,we will keep it all in us until 1 day we just lashed out at that person and end up a big brawl and both also get hurt.This things don`t come overnight,it takes a long time to finally end up with you giving the person a piece of your mind because as your anger boils it becomes rage and in the long run it encourages you to just release all your anger on that certain person and i doubt at the end of the brawl,the person will be still alive.
There is also another problem that we have when we are being criticised.Although we have been criticised by that certain person for a long time or sometimes we still can remember all that the person did to you and it fuels ur anger.Why is that happening??Why do we tend to remember all the things that the person said to us and it fuels our rage??.Simple!...it`s because we are being like a tape recorder.What is a tape recorder?It is an electrical device for recording or playing back sound, video, or data on magnetic tape.The tape recorder and us have a match because we are like a tape recorder.When someone criticise or scolded us,we tend to "record" what the person say about us and we keep it in our hearts and when it happens again,we playback the old "recordings"of the person scolding us and at the same time,we keep thinking about it and it fuels our anger and it boils our emotions to an extend that we will dream of us teaching the person a good lesson and it also plays a part of encouraging us to let it all out to that certain person.Thats why we shouldn`t be tape recorders because if we do,we are just recording and playing back all those hurts and anger in our lives rather than we forgive and forget.
Criticism has a big effect and influence in our lives.It plays a part at anywhere,at school,at work or it can happen even in front of you.We should gladly take criticism and learn from our mistakes.Sometimes people that you know and love scold you not because they hate you,it is because they care.I know it is hard though because I find it hard for myself too and I know it`s also hard for you.But we are humans,we have feelings, so we will sometimes feel the pinch when we are being criticised or scolded.But instead of keeping it in and just being a tape recorder,we should just forget it and forgive that person and not to say that you must forget everything,you must also learn from mistakes.Take something,learn from it,understand it and it will help you a lot in some unexpected ways and that sometimes you won`t even realise.It Does..=)
Friday, December 19, 2008
The Wish List..DADADA..xD
Well since christmas is coming...it wouldn`t hurt to wish for something.It is been a long time since i ever wish for something and that wish ever came true..but thats why they call it a wish right??...haha
Wish List
1.a brand new cpu:Asus Predator
2.a brand new flat-screen monitor
3.Cinematech keyboard that lights up.
4.razor mouse
5.new ipod elastic cover protector
6.a new handphone:that is for sure..it`s promise..=D
7.a pda phone....
Well only this lor..it`s kinda short..haha..i guess not much wishes this year..I am so proud of myself..*perasan..=.="...XD
~well that`s all for my list..hehe..I will add again maybe some other time..=)
Wish List
1.a brand new cpu:Asus Predator
2.a brand new flat-screen monitor
3.Cinematech keyboard that lights up.
4.razor mouse
5.new ipod elastic cover protector
6.a new handphone:that is for sure..it`s promise..=D
7.a pda phone....
Well only this lor..it`s kinda short..haha..i guess not much wishes this year..I am so proud of myself..*perasan..=.="...XD
~well that`s all for my list..hehe..I will add again maybe some other time..=)
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