| Going away | Gone away |

in most occasions , people wouldn`t know what they got till its gone away .its a sad fact that we all have to face

in the 17 yrs of my life , i faced many of this kinds of rejection , neglection and shit .doesn`t mean that I just have that little of experience , I do have my own share of those sweet & bitter moments

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once , they was a scientist who wanted to build a electric circuit . He had everything required . but he wanted to light up the light bulb with an unmatched intensity of light . He bought a lot of batteries and a lot of resistors but he thought he could do well without the resistors because a resistor`s job is to control the current by lowering or increasing it to prevent a burst and short-circuit amd he thought he didn`t need those crap and even curse at it ; blew a hole in his pocket . so the scientist threw the resistors into the dustbin and started the circuit . As he started the circuit , the resistor-less wires had a flow of raw current without any changes of the intensity . Therefore , the bulb having an overload of power . exploded in the face of the scientist

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the scientist read the manual , it said tat he needed a equal amount of resistors with the bulb . but it was too late , by the time , he got all his resistors back . he didn`t have enuf time to buy a new bulb coz it was late , and couldn`t guarantee that he could get a new bulb back again . althought this story is kinda stupid and short but it kinda highlight what i`m gona say d

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appreaciate those beside you , people and family meant a lot to us . althought we some have some EFF-ing moments and stuff like that .we should remember that they wud be teh greatest help u can have in your life d :]

you can say that i do have my share of troubles , some people reali make me sick ! it`s like I`m a play toy for them .dun come and infect my life with your sympathy . I do not have to waste time for people like this .its better that i go cherish and find other people that matter to me d . and please don`t come and look for me at school and scream all those terrible stuff at me .___.

but , i do have to thank for moments that i will cherish d . haha wanna thank my mei lo , making me smile when ur ko is sad ; plus talking and spending time with ko la . althought , i have to admit , some things have change with time d & mei stuff ; even tho ko felt a bit neglected sometimes d..but still ko wud never throw mei d . >< coz bu she de laaa XD ..*hugs mei* alrite ? nao nao..mei better smilee a..dun keep sad d..ltr wunt look gud in ur new hair d kay? well..ko can`t wait 2 see d..even mei`s comment 4 ko hair was :

SHOCKINGLY MACHO   AHAHAHAH~

but , then again , thanks mei for being with ko d :]

still got many years to come d ,but surely ko will support mei d k?

jiayou nee-san ! XD

from : beloved oniisama

well..i gtg off d..lols..yawnn..will be writing soon . nites x)

In Penang.. * chuckles*

In Penang , you can..

EAT A LOT !

SLEEP A LOT

WATCH DRAMA A LOT !
( mum broke a record , she actually watches 11 episodes of a hongkong drama straight while me and my bro + dad were sleeping .___.
malau wei!! , tats like how many times my record | i only watch like for 1- 1 half hours of dramas XD , nvm o.O...my mum is my sifu now muahahaha )

MOVIES A LOT!
(watched king of fighthers , it could have been better , ryte O.o..well...it was somewhat dry but fun at the same time :) - |

GO OUT A LOT !

CHAT A BIT

GO VISIT PLACES !

BLAH .. BLAH .. BLAH ..

- well , it has been 1 week in penang ..starting to miss KL dyy =6 , for tis trip i brought back many books 2 study but believe it , it is TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLEEE .... with the distractions and all.. oh well , 4get about it hahaha..looking 4ward to be back to KL and EDWIN ..prepare the armada of maggi cup on my arrival :) thax~

- i have to off soon , lolx ...gona write soonn ...having my spm trials soon ..ITS COMING IN LIKE IMPENDING HAIL  TT readers wish me luck ..and send me ur prayers :) HELP !  :]

" someday , when the storm forces you to back down , its good that we wait for the sunshine because in the eye of the hurricane , it is the calmest place in a storm where the secrets of the heart can be reveal with a dash of raindrop "

- Jk Sun Sian -

Brenda Siow :D & d few good men =)

recently i was kinda curious about people who don`t have english names in the front like for example
TAN LONG KANG has no English name
Michael TAN LONG KANG -there is it ! isn`t it great? finding english names for people is kinda fun tho..to based their names by their personality.well..a recent guinea pig of mine was siow yee sin otherwise known as Swing ( dunno why everybody calls her that ) but..its nice laa >.< ~ right...backk too here
>she has no english name
>Swing is rather conventional
>maybe a better name will do
>after mush discussion with Leanna & Victor,Brenda Siow sounds ok..and therefore Swing shall be call Brenda XD..gosh~ LAME ! @.@

-skools kinda quiet nowdays dunno why-

-everyday in class like doing normal stuff-

-planing the class t-shirt , cincai la..all also nice design de-

-hangout with friends-

ahh my kai mui..makes me happy as a korkor taking care of her-

starting to miss skul life coz in a few months , its gona end

GRADUATING !

 college here i come ! sounds fun and scay at the same time

>ULTIMATE COMBINATION<

spm coming soon ! arghh..why oh why?i`m starting to feel the giddish things happening

and lo and behold , i will quit facebook games exp MAFIAWARS GOODBYE

QUITTING SOON! MF BYEBYE! =(

well...as they say,,if there is a begining , there is always an end -

and smkkk pengawas ajk next year is dam nice wei ! excp 4 somee..dam geram wei~congratz guys hahaha...chris AU ur the MAN

 CHRIS AU = The Man

Ismat Myron = The Dude

Zhi Qin = The WOW-man XD

gona wish u guys good luck wei , still got long time to go but it was a great time studying in the same skul as u guys and zhi qin , txh 4 being our alarm clock at recess we certainly couldn`t get a better 1 for a certain amount of KUPANG ! XD

-lolx...gota go sleep d..i will be writing soon and btw , good luck everyone -

exams are coming in HOT ! and we are certainly good as DEAD ! 

-but we will do it roger & hang tight -

 Nite

(P.S - u can call me Rufus Lozuen 4 a week) XD

 " the expansion of a certain apparition can be halt by the disintegration of the area of expansion

    by then , there will be nothing left for expansion , in short , sacrifices are always great if it comes

    from the sacrifier "

   

          -J.K Sun Sian-

1st Half :D :C

1st half of the year has pass & this is the first post after so long..sorry guys coz haven update 4 so long.well..as spm draws near..i oso dunno what to do d..just study or just study plus let time pass me by.many things happen lately,hari karnival la teachers day and so on.



HARI KARNIVAL- FUN , KAWAD WASTE OF TIME , HELPED SOME FRENS
                                                                 PISS OFF AT RELA xD , RETARDED , HANGOUT CRAP!



HARI GURU - awesome , FUN , DR@m@tic ,                                                 MEMORABLE , SILLY FOOL! :D



well,2day my class position shift 2 upstairs , why la? now we all have 2 take a long time to walk down to kantin , cannot ponteng like usual d..arghh..=_= | | | - some guy man i thk broke his leg so now my class have to shift position with his class just for safety purposes , i will break his leg again wei..y nowadasy everybody is breaking their legs d..is it very fun? oOo nahhh! nvm cant help it also..


PLS STOP BREAKING LEGS! if not...legs are not free lerhx..u just have 2 :D

                           gosh..have history 2mrw..i was absent 4 1 time and 4got 2 do any work, im so dead

                              hopefully pn reetha good mood wei if not , i will kena BIG SHIT from her :D

                                                                                      

                                                                      BIG SHIT !!! scolded KAW_KAW =X

                                                        waylls , gota go tuition d till then ciao !

" the biggest lies in the world are actually a mirror to the most horrifying truths we could imagine . its about the magnitude of the cover-up . PRESS "

- J.K Sun Sian -

haven updatee..XD

oh my..i guess all of u can say that this blog is dead!..lols..but actually it`s not..i just lazy 2 update alwiz so i now and then write stuff lor..ishh..many things happening now..mid-term is just around the corner..teacher`s day is too near..the drama prep is ok..1st time being d director of d drama..and special thx 2 every1 of the team that had help mie..i`m so grateful..but i kinda feel woe-begone towards some of my frens that had pullout from the drama..we wud all love 2 have u guys in too :]..maybe it`s becoz of ur priorities that has 2 be set right..it`s ok..i understand..the truth is..b4 we planned 4 the teacher`s day drama..I had tis feeling that it wun`t work out at all..many doubts and many obstacles tat r hindering us from going on..well..teamwork works pretty well..i can sayy.. :D but by seeing the spirit that u guys have..it brings me 2 do the drama..and cracking up a good story..no matter what..we just have fun la..i would thanks the teachers 4 ur utmost cooperation..Pn Carol & Pn Sharon..u both learn very fast d..I`m impressed.."..well..it`s the last drama tat us the drama team of SMKKK will present 4 2010..and soon..teh form 5s like me..wil have our exams prior to SPM then..after SPM..we graduate from high-school..and prom awaits us..kinda brings back memories of our good old days..form 1 till now..it has been 5 years..time flies past us,it`s up 2 us whether we can catch a glimpse of it..gona miss whole lots of people.. :'(..sigh..

-the drama video will be posted on my blog soon..or a link...i hope some1 did video it on tat day..then we can have a good laugh at it..- =3 " till then..i will be writing soon..ciao!.. :)

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don`t have the_____ ....O___o

its all about the mood...u dun have the mood..nonit do this and that..always like that de..ishh...exams coming up..but I somehow feel that tat so-called practise berfokus is not an exam..just an evaluation...something in me is telling me tat it`s not tat simple..well..i guess i will have to study..SPM draws near every sec of the day..gosh~..gotta buck up many stuff..well..this month wasn`t that active..and guess what..they cancelled to koko on the week b4 teh exams..but resume koko on the exam week..xtra-curricular activities planed until like tat.wat the..zzzz...nvm larr..just go on with it..hmm..eh..about braces..WEE SHIN got braces d..wahaha...after MARY then is her d..lols..seee..i was telling my frens tat soon sume1 will be wearing braces d..it always happens..when 1 fellow wear braces..nxt day..sure gt another fellow wear 2..XD...arghhsss..nothing much 2 write d..lols..well..im signing out..will be posting soon..^^ to TAN HONG JIAN : I will update de larr..LOL!.. so..till then ...:]

GOsh!~

well..as i said..man..it has been long since this post..hahaha..sry fellas..js a bti lazy 2 write..ntg much happen..nw planing some games for the english society..*evil laugh*..gona make them suffer 2mrw..like they did 2 me last week..*sobs*..after all that I have done..nice 1..people..=.=|||..make me suffer ni..all pakat 2 see me die..kaw-kaw bad la u all..nvm d..I`ll try my best..but u knw..I just have a feeling that I`ll be reli tortured 2mrw..lolz..need air..*suffocating* .haiz..skipped tuition..chemistry..couldn`t wake up from my nap..sleeping like a pig..was talking to Jia Jia..then say awww~..i gtg sleep d..byee~..well..from that time...i slept until liek 7+..swt..i must be really tired..woke up..watch "From PAris With Love"..kinda nice show..but stupid la..love really blinds a person..sometimes..the terrorist in the show was actually his girlfren..must be some girl!~..XD..the story is ok la..enjoyed teh movie..went 2 have dinner..hmm..my parents r out..lol..saw my bro play CS..haiz..i damn long din play d..suck at CS nia..or starting 2 suck?O.o..used 2 be veli good at the game..maybe its part of my long-time commitment..I actually stopped playing games at a certain time..used 2 play alot..nw veli little..js play once in a while..my all-time favourite..MAFIAWARSS!!!..recently starting some Empire Earth..jz 2 4 leisure..well..i guess tats all..4 Tan Hong Jian : Go eat something la..starving starving starving..=) well...mary has braces d..lols..a shocking green colour..why?!..wrong colour 2 pick..hahaha..then again..its ok..its finee..let`s see hu wil be getting braces soon..O.O!..gota read some history d..haha..will be posting sooner or later..ciao! readers..=]

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